So it's the end of the 3rd week here at PUC.
Fucking finally!!!
I'm not one to usually use four letter words on my blog, but this week deserved it.
My monday went from 9 am - 9 pm, tuesday was no better, wednesday again I went from 9 am- 9pm, thursday I took a 3 hour nap which made me groggy, and friday was no better. And then, it ended just tonite! Fuck yes... fuck fuck fuck yes...
For some reason I joined drama for church, and not the actual DOS (which is the one you get credit for) bad mistake on my part. So unorganized, choppy acting... sometimes it felt that I was pulling stuff out of my ass to save the dialog. But we got through it. Thank god I got through it without any embarrassment. I actually felt talented. Sure, I might be cocky right now, but I have good reason.
I also joined bell choir, well sorta peer pressured into it. I play E flat to G sharp, fun. We got sorta lost on our measures. But I have good neighbors that turn pages for me. yay. I found out how horrible my note reading was. I can't even read three notes. wth.
Ever been through so much unneeded crap that once you have a night of no responsibility, just the empty moments alone feel as good as sex? I feel it, it's my big WT PUC, (welcome to PUC)
Right now I'm in my friend's room in 334 listening to Avenue Q. The good olde days. Back when cussing was cool, but nowadays it's just messy. To be 16 again... oh wait... that was only over a year ago.
So I planned out the rest of my year, seems pretty chill. I absolutely love the fact that I am not taking classes I don't care for. I heart college? I think for now I do. I've developed a sincere interest in just education in general here. I don't know why. Maybe I just like feeling needed.
The stress-free theory. I have this theory that people choose to be stressed and choose to live outside the moment without anything about it. Perhaps it has caused a placebo effect since the only sign of stress (or aging rapidly) are a few white hairs that pop up nowadays. At least I'm happy, and grateful for it. Well I just felt like writing today. I've done a lot of good things I'm proud of so I'm gonna enjoy my jubilant emotions as of tonight.
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